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About Me Member Long-Time Deviant Megan Noname99/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Dilemma

Wed Jun 3, 2009, 12:13 PM
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: the shattering of hearts (no they are NOT a band)
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Nickelodeon
  • Playing: crying silently to myself
  • Eating: food
  • Drinking: blood
Okay.... so there is this boy, and he is just a friend, and he asked me out. So I (being the stupid me that I am) said yes, EVEN THOUGH! I've been in love with this other guy since december!!!! :( He used to like me, but then he fell for my friend... which always seems to happen to me. Anyway... I still love him. But he's really dense and doesnt notice these things. I guess I would be okay with him and my friend dating... its just that... I love him so much! But I can see why he would pick my friend over me... whenever im around the guy I like i get really shy and blushy and run away, without talking to them or anything.... why am I such a freak of nature? I do not know. All I know is that if I wasn't such a freak he would probably be hugging me right now instead of her... *sigh* I don't know if I should tell him that I love him... because i don't want to pressure him. But... I do think it would be better if he knew... what if he still has feelings for me? I wouldnt really care if he didnt like me back...(well okay I WOULD CARE)but atleast he would know right? I dont know what to do.... so... do you think I should tell him how I feel? or just keep it to myself and let those to enjoy their life. Please comment and tell me what you think...

P.S:
I broke up with the guy that asked me out because I realized I wasn't in love with him.

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  • Current Residence: underneath ur bed *shifts eyes*
  • Interests: I love manga, boys, emo things, and... LAWLIET~KUN
  • Favourite movie: howl's moving castle and basically any scary movie
  • Favourite band or musician: boys like girls, bullet for my valentine, stereo skyline, korn, and avenged sevenfold(name not sure)
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative, industrial, screamo, rock and the beatles!!
  • Favourite artist: BEATLES!! *to me they are artists*
  • Favourite poet or writer: beatles!
  • Favourite photographer: beatles!
  • Favourite style of art: anime!
  • Operating System: huh?
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Shell of choice: hermit crab shell :) they is so adorable
  • Wallpaper of choice: erm...
  • Skin of choice: teletubby skin :)
  • Favourite game: MARIO
  • Favourite cartoon character: hrm....LAWLIET!
  • Personal Quote: "I hide my heartfelt concern with sarcasm and indifference."

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:iconempty-minded:
HAY TNX FOR THE WATCH

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:iconpyro210:
감사합니다
Thank you for the watch

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:icondreamboy1412:
thank you so much for the watch!! :D
i really appreciate it!! :iconiloveitplz:
:icondreamboy1412:
ME?! :iconohjoyplz:

ThANK YOU FOR THINKING SO!! :iconhappytimeplz:
:iconangel10522:
what??? lol ur so silly XD
:iconnolife0123:
thanks for the watch! :D
:iconcrashisdeviant:
thanks for the watch mate

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